I have a fear,
A fear for the truth
The truth that might just hurt
The truth that will take away my last hope for life
I have my own reasons for my actions
Reasons that some people just wouldn't understand
Reasons that might just change certain perceptions
And these reasons are the explainations which hold back my actions
It feels good to have friends who cares
But having to leave them one day,
Is saddening just to think of it
I know i don't wanna leave just yet
I have no more tears to let out
Though my heart have been trembling real hard
Due to fears and also thoughts
My tears eventually just dried out
The day before ended up with sorrows
I just hope that it ain't going be the same tomorrow
please, just not so soon..