because a moment of presence, means alot and hopefully be remembered till forever. cause in life you never know when's the next time you'll ever meet again. the world's small and inevitable which makes the presence comes so often. to have a beautiful friendship is what i yearn for.
nevertheless, not all things happen as sweet and everything will go the way one hopes to be. but it all vanishes without a smile and will still remain there, only unseen or pretended not to be seen. i need a source to ease the pain in my heart and a pinch of happiness in life. patience has been a mutual friend, the loyal one beside this empty heart.
now talk about love, couldnt it be less cruel than it is now? what hurts the most, is being so close, having so much to say, and what if one day i have to watch you walk away, and never knowing what could have been happening next.
well, i'm just
missing a best friend-whom now seems like just a normal friend to me
missing my family- which sadly have been treating me like *shit*
missing my cliques- whom i can hardly meet up with
missing the taste of glory- which my team had hardly achieved
and not forgetting, missing you
who is always in my heart. =)
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