cause i prefer to keep everything to myself. regardless of sorrows,
joy or any kinds of events.
but there's something which i feel i should just let out. and here it goes..
life has been hard and how i wish i could enter heaven right away.
people have been harsh. time has been running too fast.
i couldn't catch up with its pace. thus, i was left behind.
i knew i needed to do something. something to save the situation.
but luck and time wasn't by my side. i wish i could have
super powers just like Hiro Nakamura so that i could freeze time.
if only i was able to. then i could mend all the wrong things
i have done. or even travel to the future to alter them to the preferred.
why must someone appear, bring happiness to you and then
say that they have to leave. then what is there for you to say.
stop them from leaving? or would you just hide your feelings?
i'm clueless on how i should feel or react to this situation.
but i just wish that whatever's happening now were just dreams.
dreams which will go away the next day.
and in this very first post. i would like to apologise
to the people which i have hurt, and to the people which i have not.
*maybe in the future*
And sorry for the things i said and the times where i just left.
i would try my best to change and be the friend
that you knew at the start. if only an apology could be that easy.
please be just dreams and shoo away the very next day.
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