couldn't help it but to doze off awhile before faci enters the class
had a short nap again while waiting for training to start
i couldn't imagine being more tired and sleepy as i was today.
how silly i was,
thinking that a slight action i made
can actually change decisions.
i was hoping for it though,
but unfortunately it didnt happen
thus, training was spent in a sleepy mode
cause it wasn't that intensive
now, going side track abit
i'm actually feeling very very worried
i worry for the
future,
my friends,
my family,
my health,
my life,
the team,
etc.
i couldn't help myself but to think of it
and it makes me feel miserable at times.
someone please tell me the truth
i don't want it to be secreted from me nomore
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