thus let the team down
i didn't practice what i preach
and i didnt go all out.
i lost individually,
and thus lost as a team.
i gave up,
and that was my stupidest mistake
regrets are nothing at the end of it,
i just needed improvement
in terms of mental strength and speed
all this to be a complete player
and for the trainings days to come,
i will push harder.
it was my worst personal game ever.
Labels: weak mentality