i saw a mother with her two childs.
the conversation i overheard between them,
reminds me of the times when i was still
a very small and innocent kid.
The times when my dad without fail
will offer to carry me
whenever he sees my tired face.
The times when i feel the fullest amount of LOVE
from both my parents.
Know why i raised up this issue?
Cause i couldnt feel that LOVE anymore
i couldnt get the happiness i used to get
i don't feel a sense of belonging whenever i'm at home.
it's rather saddening.
but till now, im still finding the roots of this unhappiness
some would say its my fault,
some would say it's not.
Sometimes i feel like giving up.
And not showing any concern,
towards any of this nonsense.
cause i feel like I'm the only one trying.
the only one who sees this problem.
THEY just didnt care.
It makes no different.
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