will give me a sense of fulfilment.
a form of relief,
a time to feel happiness
able to get hold of something,
perhaps a companion.
sometimes i wonder,
every word regarding it,
makes me shiver, trembling in fear.
i have to think about it,
But i don't want to think of it.
Understand me?
it's very very complicated
And i'm just hunting for achievement.
Oh god, please give me one.
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