Well,
an experience that's worth.
Wondering if i need more,
or should I put a stop to everything.

At times, i feel like
going for all the opportunities available,
disregarding the multiple variables
that constrict my way through

But then,
those thoughts doesn't seem to help much.
There's bound to be compulsory factors,
that affect my decisions.
Be it a coincidence, or something planned.

True,
sometimes i'm sick of it.
sometimes i don't wish for it to go away.
sometimes i don't mind it being there.

The way I see it,
everyone seems to be having so much fun.
But i have to try so much harder
just to have bits of fun.

If only i can rest my head on something real
not blurry ambitions or imaginations.

Labels: i hope it never goes away

Signing off, YATT!

That smirk on those faces, it hurts
I apologise if it affects your progression
But what I don't understand is
why am i always the one who relents
and turns out to be inferior

Labels: inferiority

Signing off, YATT!

I thought you didn't mind on people's impression about you.
But after knowing more, I realised it the same for everyone.
Don't even consider your personality, your character.
It doesn't matter.
All that counts, is your deepest sentiment inside.


Worrying about someone can cause a carefree person
to turn into a sentimental fool.
That’s what I have became.


And you look way shorter my friend.
Very short. (:

Labels: It's similar.

Signing off, YATT!

I don't know if I should keep on finding out
Or just keep things as it is.
So that I can still think,
That I made the right choice.

Labels: So is it right?

Signing off, YATT!

Yeah right.
How much do you know, tell me.
It's too early to even say anything.
Nothing can be considered as facts here.


You're are entangled with emotions my dear
and the dreams that rages through you
Don't pierce the heart, and start burning the helpless soul
whilst trying to turn yourself into perfection

Labels: Don't say it yet

Signing off, YATT!

Bagaimana dapat ku tuang
Adunan impian
Ke dalam acuan kenyataan
Pabila khayalan & kesedaran
Amat sukar untuk disebatikan
di dalam resipi kehidupan


For those who appreciates.
Think about it.
It's your dreams in jeopardy.

Labels: My dreams, your dreams

Signing off, YATT!

how long would you live in fear of
the truly fully cruel reality?
your stupidity is what fails you

once you done it, face it.
don't turn your back
and act like nothing took place.

what's worse,
giving excuses to cover your wrong doings
trying to mislead it into something else, huh?

how clever, but thats not enough.
infact, it's dumb of you.
to even think of it.

taking back your words,
it's just the same like breaking a promise.
isn't it annoying to even know you.



GAHH!
@#*&%^#$%

Labels: not glad to know you

Signing off, YATT!

You're meant to be a short term companion
We interacted, we had fun.
I felt a chemistry between us.

But what you did is really not acceptable.
I won't forgive you, ever.
You stabbed me real hard when I'm starting to like you.

How do you think that makes me feel?
The pain, the humiliation.
You are really an asshole.





HAHA, no worries.
Im only refering to a bloody fucking cat
I met under my block.
Cheat my feeling only.
Go near me, act so loving and pampered.
Then when i wana carry it to my lap.
It bite me real hard at my wrist.
Feel like fucking it upside down man.
(opps :X with a cat???)
But lucky i wore my jacket.
So there's a layer of protection.
LOL.

Labels: example of a backstabber

Signing off, YATT!

You know,

The feeling is just like
when you missed a goal.

It's so near to a feeling
full of joy and excitement

But it was disrupted
since you missed the goal
by a few inches



I'm not literally talking about soccer here.
But somehow in a similar way,
Some instances in life might just arouse identical feelings.

Just recall,
And even for those who have not had the feeling
of missing a good chance in goal
I guess it's not that hard for you to imagine.
Amusing isn't it?
Similar feelings, during different occurence in life.

Labels: amused

Signing off, YATT!