i feel far away from you once again,
no matter how hard i tried to eliminate this feeling.
i feel like going somewhere peaceful
just so that i can sit down,
relax and forget whatever i am feeling now.

i am so screwed up with my attachment,
feel like turning back time and trying again.
i HATE how life is turning into now.
can i receive something better?
don't i deserve to?

Labels: don't i?

Signing off, YATT!

As we grow older,
does it mean that we have to change who we use to be.
And how we use to live our life?
Is it necessary, or is it a compulsory?

Even if we are happy,
even when we are enjoying life?
How to distinguish if you are living life correctly or what not.
Is it wrong to only chase after happiness, fulfillment and enjoyment?

Why does things change?
Is this what life is all about?
What about the memories?
Where do i put them?

I am like wearing a mask to cover my real self,
Acting like I'm capable in front of everyone.
Swear to god that's not me.
I'm performing on my own stage of life episodes.

Labels: how to make it better?

Signing off, YATT!

I have no idea why.
But every time i think of it,
there is this chill running down my spine.
I don't know how to describe it.
but it is seriously very disturbing.
Am i nervous?
And if i do,
Is it good or is it not?

It's been weeks.
And since it's coming nearer,
This chill has become chill-ier
If that makes sense.
Oh gosh.
Hope its a positive sign.

Labels: This chill

Signing off, YATT!

Perceptions can change very very easily young lady.
So mind it, you wouldn't want to make the wrong move.
It's hard to get rid of stereotypes when you gain one.
Thus, an advise. Don't claim the untruth.
You might just get yourself in trouble babe.









I miss trainings and the girls so much.
And i can't wait to get back in action.

Labels: listen up

Signing off, YATT!

I believe I'm lost,
hope not alone.

Labels: no more

Signing off, YATT!

Too bad I'm childish enough to think of all these.
But don't blame me, it's taking a toll on me.
You can avoid but choose not to.
I can't blame you either, it might just be your nature.






something that others get so easily,
but not me.

Labels: don't wish to acknowledge it

Signing off, YATT!