I missed everything i have ever got before
Suddenly, at this very night i have asked myself
what has chased it all away.
Am i chasing for something else too quickly?
Someone tell me,
is it me?
Am I the problem?
I'm really in a dilemma.
what should i go for?
Interest or blessings?
Pride or love?
Why am I begging?
Don't i deserve what I'm asking for?
Am I being too nice?
Or are all these still not enough?
I have no more tears though I'm all broken apart
All i can do is to try and remain a piece.
I have loved too much that I'm afraid to lose
Does that make me an idiot too?
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Certainly regrets are there.
Not because we didn't work hard enough.
But because we didn't had the chance.
We tried everything we could.
We changed the way we play.
We fought for every ball.
Every minute was crucial to us.
But still, it didn't happen.
We know ourselves how hard we've worked.
We know ourselves how much we wanted that success,
how much we wanted glory, how much we wanted that position.
But still we were punished.
You judge how unfair life is.
The outcome of that night,
will stay fresh in my mind.
Though it's painful to be remembered.
I will still ponder upon it for it is a good learning experience.
POL-ITE 09,
you were a great experience.
You were a platform we used to show our pride.
You were the place we grew up so high
to show others how much we have strived and improved.
No doubt, i will miss you.
Cause this season is the last taste of you i will ever get.
To RPWST,
You girls are loved.
the spirit, the joy, the support
we received from one another is irreplaceable.
I'm sure i won't get all this anywhere else.
I will certainly miss playing for the school.
Though we are not the best that people may see.
RPWST will always be the best in my heart.
I LOVE YOU.
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