I don't know what to do now,
I'm so bored.

I don't even know what I am feeling now,
It's all mixed.

I don't know what to think now,
everything's in a mess.

You know what,
Actually....

Labels: don't know

Signing off, YATT!

You know what i think?

I think that you are so used,
so used to not having me by your side.
And when I'm back here now,
I became extremely useless to you.

Well, that's how i feel.
Again, it's my personal point of view.
How bout you then?
Do you still need me?
Like how you used to way before.


Signing off, YATT!

Dear you,

I have no idea how i want to convey my digressing thoughts to you.
I want to get it clear and get my answers.
I want to know your perception of it before I graduate from school.

Dear you,

I wonder if this feeling is mutual.
I'm wondering of what you are feeling.
I want to find out the reason for everything.

But how, and when is the right time for me to do that?

Labels: All Ws.

Signing off, YATT!

You always choose not to comment on those.

May i know the reason why?

Labels: tell me

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Adapted from my Reflection Journal of the day,

One interesting thing that I consider as an investment asset in my life is my friendship with my best friend. The bond that we have created in this friendship is priceless. It is an investment that was worthwhile and can never be replaced or tampered. According to accounting basis, it can be considered as my life capital and fixed assets. Cause this friendship is the reason for the good and capable life that I’m leading now.

Labels: hear that my friend

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when will you ever say,
"I Love You" to me again.


I have always been waiting.

Labels: and am still.

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i want to be sincere with you
i don't want to have the feeling
of wanting something in return.
after that moment,
i hope i can changed.

Ya Allah,
please strengthen our friendship
i don't want to lose a friend cause
the feeling of lost is damn miserable.

I love you friend.

Labels: forever., please

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Why is Aidilfitri this year so mundane?
How i wish i was younger.
It was so much fun back then.
Everyone and everything is soo grown up now.
and somehow things turned serious.

Chat with him about having a family.
I know at our age it is way too fast to think about those.
But, its always natural to think of a happy family of your own.
Sometimes it IS hilarious.
But i would say, its a matter of ;
sooner or later.

A few more league games to go.
Im tiredd. :/

Labels: how about skipping phase?

Signing off, YATT!

The excellency and compassionate permits,
and i happily managed to perform Eid prayers
on this victorious morning.

Alhamdullilah,
Aidilfitri is here after a whole month of Ramadhan.
Ramadhan this year has been wonderful for me.
Though sacrifices are made,
it is all the nature of life.

Salam Aidilfitri to all my family and friends.
Wish you all the happiness alongside your beloved ones.
There is always an opportunity to meet
and strengthen our family ties and friendships.
May our path cross each other this Eid.

I pray for longevity,
so that we could all meet Ramadhan and Aidilfitri again.

Labels: Aidilfitri 2009 :)

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